*sighs* Lately i’ve been happy, crying, or sad. Mostly happy, due to the fact that im ready to die, knowing my place of where i’d be after i die. So lately i’ve been happy because i actually hope and pray that i die very very soon….Im hoping it’s before 2012 is over with, if not, then on my birthday.
But until then, im getting ready to graduate from high school with 3 more weeks left. I wanted to go to college at first, and i do have one school in mind. But being a high school student now, with my lazy ways, not doing my work, comming to school….or not even caring about my grades, colleges is definetly not for me. Its going to be a waste of my time, and a waste of money. I dont want to do community college because all i want is to get out of here, away from my parents, just this place. Im thinking about just moving away to another state or country without telling anyone. and just start on a whole entire new life. Everything would be different, but hopefully ill be dead before this happens. If  im still alive then that is my plan by the end of next month, so just in case, im going to start getting my ticket and money ready.
has anyone ever just went to college, and regret it?
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I partially regretted going to college.
Because I learned a lot more outside of there pertaining to my chosen field.
It is not for everyone but if it is practical for someone and they enter into the right field it is useful.
And in general it is a pretty interesting experience if you get involved in different things. That is where the richness lies.
If you feel it would be a waste of money it probasbyl would be for you. Is there any particular thing you want to do or skillset you want to learn? There is education other than college.
Moving away and starting over sounds pretty interesting.
Hopefully that brings you a measure of happiness.