I’m done. I haven’t felt this way since three months ago…the night I almost killed myself. (Blade wasn’t sharp enough for those of you who are wondering why I didn’t end up dieing)
I can’t feel this way anymore. Right now I feel no hope. I feel nothing but soooo much pain and hurt. I do feel bad for those who have tried to help…the minimum that there were. But really if they cared wouldn’t they want my misery ended? I’m so confused right now. If I thought I had no care for my personal self anymore well I was wrong cause I have even less than before. I can’t take the hurt and I can’t take others disappointment. I can’t take others leaving me.
I don’t know what I’ll do tonight…I’m not sure if I’ll make it. I don’t know.
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Please email me a.s.a.p.
Of course we care
And of course we want your pain to end
And of course we resonate with your pain as you tell us you would rather die than suffer on like this.
We hope that you can reach out, share, vent, and survive.
Such is our love
Such is our hope
I understand. Emotional pain is as difficult to deal with as physical pain. It is hard for people who do not see living as misery to understand what you are feeling, but they still care for you.
Whether you know it or not your life has impacted on other people around you. There are things you do, have done, will do, that have importance for those around you.
once your gone you dont ever come back…email me a.s.a.p we gotta talk!
I did email you.
The people who care about you don’t just want your misery to end – they want your happiness to begin. They want more for you – try not to hold it against them (it’s hard, I know, when you’re hurting, but they really just want the best for you). I hope you managed to talk to someone who helped make you feel better?