Friends…

They all no longer support me, or anything i do. All because my ‘bestfriend’ got mad at me and started saying how i was on heroine, and apparently thats the reason she no longer wants to be my friend… I would never touch that, it is a monster. Evil deceptful life-taking moster. My brother is recovering from addiction, i’ve seen first hand what it does. She knows i’d never EVER touch it but tells people i am so they don’t like me anymore… It’s not fair. I wish i could move far far away… My hours here are growing shorter and shorter. I can’t take the lonliness. Although my boyfriend is the most amazing guy ever, I feel he’s getting fed up with my depression. I can’t fight it anymore. I don’t even have the will to try anymore, I just stopped caring…