I met this girl. She is absolutely amazing. But that’s not the point. The point is I realised I was selfish. I realised that suicide wasn’t an option. What I mean is this girl I adored I found out she had cancer. All I could think about was how unfair life was. I cried a couple days just thinking about her. I felt helpless. After finding out how se had no control over her life it made me mad. All I can think about was how could people take life like its nothing. When my friends death was already determined. How could they throw there life away when people who didn’t wanna die are dying. That makes me wanna live more for all the people who didn’t get a chance. For all the people’s lives that were cut short.
Xoxo
Sunshine
Yes this a rant.
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I don’t like to think about people that haave Illnesses that could kill them cause It makes me feel bad but that doesn’t mean that I don’t Inknowledqe (I think tha’s how you spell It???) It.Thinkinq about It just makes me want to kil myself even more cause I take life for qranted.