Ages is just a number Dawg, some people never grow up. Although I’m not saying that applies to you. Don’t feel ashamed of your age, you’re not even half way there.
There are ways to feel young again Dawg! Beat the system! Sometimes I act mature for my age and then I enjoy the company of people half my age. You need a balance.
Zuchkerquss-And try not to ask that.Sorry It’s just that we teenqers qet some crap from the older people on here.I’m suprised that no one hasen’t said anythinq bad like “They should make a teenqer SP site and an adult SP site”But yeah I understand your just curious.
It makes me crazy to think there are kids my niece’s age (she’s 14) on here. She’s still my baby. At 14, there are so many things yet to be solved. Don’t give up, guys. You have so far to come and so, so much to learn. And I’ve only got a few years on you.
I was you to you know. It might have been a long time ago but I remember all of the problems I had when I was in my teens. Now those things don’t seem like problems at all and everyone says it. I’m not really a good example, but I hit a few hurdles later in life too plus I’m a depressive. So yeah, the youth of today seem more depressed than ever but I’m more disappointed that there are no depressed babes. I know what you are all going to say, that she would probably end up committing suicide anyway.
Even though there are young people(like me) its good to get advice from older people, trust me it helped me a lot. I’m glad I found it, before I did something I’d regret. Even though there’s still no one in my real life I don’t think I can talk to, at least I can vent some place.
duke-Yup In a couple of years I hope to see these problems and the problems In the past as nothinq and that I was just over reactinq about the situation.haha there Is missunderstood,I think shes In her early twenties tho,sorry duke.
She’s hot but she has a boyfriend. Anyway, I have even lower self esteem that she does so that’s why I thought it made sense to go out with a depressed chick to build my confidence. They are actually hard to find in the real world but moody and pretentious are quite common.
Kay Kay-yeah once you come on the SP,your apart of the SP family!:)But you qotta come on reqularly so everyone can know you you know?haha don’t miqht tha last part,that was dumb.
duke-that suchks!Well her bf Is luchky haha.You don’t think that two depressed people are a bad comination?
Well, nothing else has worked so I might swell try it.
I read a story about this guy from America who flew to the UK and met a women from here on a suicide forum. They were both found immaculately dressed in a car, dead.
So you go to all that trouble of meeting someone just to….
I can understand why you would want to be with someone though. I would just get too emotional and stop her.
I’m not qonna lie,I thouqht about beinq with a depressed qirl to.We’d have alot In common.
Hey I think I red that to!but yeah damn that’s sad.Were luchky that this site hasen’t been taken down cause of people wantinq suicide partners.We don’t qet that alot over here,except from the New Zealand quy that just posted.
Don’t you live In the UK?
And I wouldn’t stop her,I’d be qlad to have a suicide partner,so I can have someone to talk to on my final moments on this corrupted world.
We were talking about suicide partners. I was just saying if I went to all the trouble of seeking out a babe why not give it a go. Most people are lonely and think no one cares.
hey guys i know im still young just didnt realise it till now, yes i am an idiot lol nd ya miseunderstoods 24 and sorry to say in canada as well as having a bf </3 lmao 😀
I think that the experts are right when they say that the personality doesn’t fully develop until you reach the age of 25. It feels like ive been so many people over the years. I have definitely lost a lot of my specialness. There would be a time when my presence alone would inspire confidence and I always knew the right thing to say or do. But as I have become increasingly dissatisfied with myself plus all of the jerks who have tried their utmost to ruin my life for no discernible reason, I just became reclusive.
I’m in my early 30’s and I agree with Duke. I don’t even know who I was when I was younger. I was always depressed but I’ve changed so much. By no means though do I intend to minimize the problems of adolescence because I think I’m partially as screwed up as I am due to those problems. Had life been better or easier from 13-20, I might have a different perspective. But as I got older, I found myself becoming more accepting of things I used to let get to me. So I’m a quieter, more resigned depressed now. And reclusive is the way to go in my eyes. Why give the world someone or something to look at? I won’t even take a picture anymore-I want no real record of my existence when it is over.
I feel the same way as well. I am the same age as emptiness.. I have very few pics, and I too have become recluse. It is also because of how I have been treated by others. I have been held down and smothered my whole life so much so that I am pretty much incapable of making decisions, or dealing with some normal life issues. I also think I am probably not capable of having any type of “normal” relationship…
As far as age goes, if you think about it, it doesn’t really matter. Whether you are old or young, everyone who is able to formulate that life is so bad that don’t want to be here, it’s valid. Whatever the reason is, because it’s about how you feel in that moment. At a younger age, you just have difficulty formulating the future.. everything is so “now”. Or at least that’s how I felt.
While i like the idea of living alone, is it truely wise for depressed people to have no one but their own thoughts as company? besides fuck the world they dont like how u look flip them the bird (or for our more adventurous family members moon the fuckers) we only live once, why the fuck should we allow someone else to dictate it, live hard and u never know u might die fast
I just find the world too noisy. I like company but I like to choose it and I’ve grown very selective about whom I will trust with my thoughts. Even more so recently. I just want to be left to my own version of reality because the world grows more and more distasteful every day.
Then dont live to their tempo, live in the world, dance to ur own music, so what if they dont like it, i mean literally whats the worst that can happen, what can they do? I love sharing random thoughts, few ever get them, i enjoy leaving them speachless 🙂
@ Procel, somehow I know what you mean, I used to do that a lot too (random comments). Sometimes still do… I agree that I probably shouldn’t be alone… probably most of us shouldn’t.. My fear now tho is so strong I really don’t see how I could possibly let anyone in. They can’t understand me. I don’t care what people think of me, but I have been really hurting lately and it seems like everywhere I go people are just mean for no reason… I do care about that, but b/c I can’t understand why anyone would even want to be that way. Thanks again for the smile.
Ur welcome @llmorrow75 Any time im needed i can be here like fucken batman tho u might need to email me first, twould be awfull handy like my bat signel lol tho if u want i can start with jokes? fuck it ill throw one in anyway.
A limousine was taking the beautifull, raven haired model to the airport. Halfway there, the front tire went flat. The model said “Driver, i dont have time to wait for road service. Can you change it yourself?” The driver said “sure”. He got out of the car and proceeded to change the tire, but couldn’t get the wheel cover off. The model saw him struggling and asked, “Do you want a screwdriver?” He said “sure! but first I have to changethis tire.”
Whats this someone who knows what i mean??? that makes one of us Lmao, people meen to u turn the other cheek and tall em to take their best shot, no matter how much they try no one can hurt u, unless YOU give them the power to
I believed it didn’t matter what people thought and said as long as I knew what was true and was honest with myself. I thought my dreams and passions mattered. Turns out that the world wants conformity and will set out to destroy you if you try to do your own thing. I guess I always knew that but now I know for sure.
And u let them? u let them ground u down? If u want to believe in ur dreams then do so, someone knocks u down over it get up swinging. Some one hits u goad them untill they give u all they have, what have you to loose? seriously what have any of us left to loose we all want to die so i mean why not? @empty never let anyone own u, never let anyone tell u how to live, never let them win, the one thing that matters is being ur own person, after that nothing else matters, never let someone controll u cause then u loose, and i know ur strong enough to continue fighting, to win
They took my career. I have no income. I could lose my license for my job. I have very little support and I don’t have a reason anymore. Now I just want to be quietly alone.
ah yes i remember now, sorry ive been trying to create a follow up to my post yesterday. what u did for him was nothing to be ashamed of, u helped him so so much, i take it from that comment things didnt work out too good?
@Procel-no it didn’t turn out well. In fact trusting someone and caring about someone has been the worst thing ever and he’s making it a million times worse
Mob mentality … an fer of being “labeled” by his peers … doesn’t mater what he says if it’s lies because the witch hunters eat up lies … gotta focus on making sure truth prevails
That he never cared about my opinion. That everything I did or said was meaningless. That I’m a horrible person and he hopes I just get it over with and kill myself.
My girlfriend and I have gone through a lot and have contemplated committing suicide together in the front of our school. We had it planned out. Poison, in front of our school, laying down hugging, with notes to both of our families and friends. We we’re so close to doing it. Being a lesbian couple we went through hell and back! Not from our school but our parents, especially hers. Our school was the only place we could see each other. I would always walk her home but I could never walk her to her front door. We would escape at night to see each other. But her mom would always call the cops as soon as she realized she was gone. Committing suicide was our way out, our freedom from this world.
@empty. I dont know what to say, other than he uas obviously been taken in by the lies of others, the idea of people caring for him is too foreign for him to think real. But its what u know that matters, what really happened, the truth of it all thats what really matters
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good question. im 14. 15 in the fall.
old … very old
geezer dawg
How old exactly?
18
let’s just say twice your age with plenty of wiggle room … at my age we don’t get specific
old dawg
18. I’ve seen quite a range around here. D’aww dawg, you’re not old to us; but ye you OLD I kid I kid.
I am old enough to be your grandmother
Ages is just a number Dawg, some people never grow up. Although I’m not saying that applies to you. Don’t feel ashamed of your age, you’re not even half way there.
@The Guardian, my grandmother is 98. If you were that old I would be very impressed with you right now.
… and I’m old enough to look at granny “in that way” LMAO
lecherous dawg
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Yes – age is a number … which make it irrelevant 😉 … and if I’m as old as I feel … then I’d be twice my age 🙁
decrepit dawg
There are ways to feel young again Dawg! Beat the system! Sometimes I act mature for my age and then I enjoy the company of people half my age. You need a balance.
15 whole years. :3
Let’s just say my birthday was In april and I turned Into an adult!well teenaqer adult but I finally hit that biq 1???:p
27. Any depressed babes out there who happen to be in my age group are welcome to send me an email 🙂
Almost 15. Wow that sounds weird.
20, getting close to 21.
duke-lmfao hahaha you crachk me up!!!!
Nevermind what I said,just like duke (except Ima chanqe what duke said a little)Any qirls around my aqe that wants to talk I’m always here;)
How old is that? haha:)
Zuchkerquss-And try not to ask that.Sorry It’s just that we teenqers qet some crap from the older people on here.I’m suprised that no one hasen’t said anythinq bad like “They should make a teenqer SP site and an adult SP site”But yeah I understand your just curious.
It makes me crazy to think there are kids my niece’s age (she’s 14) on here. She’s still my baby. At 14, there are so many things yet to be solved. Don’t give up, guys. You have so far to come and so, so much to learn. And I’ve only got a few years on you.
haha I’m a teenqer adult,I pretty sure you know what aqe that Is.Lets just say I’d be wronq to flirt with you haha.
Ima be so embarresses If that comment wasen’t for me haha.
Worrystone-Yeah you only qot two years on me!It’s kinda sad to see her qrow up huh.Yeah I remember beinq fourteen,rouqh times:/
SP party of three!I think haha.
Nealry 19, jesus theres alot of young ones on here
Procel-haha your still younq!We arn’t that far from fifthteen or fourtheen.
I spoke to soon,I quess SP party of one……..If Procel doesn’t say anythinq bachk haha.
I was you to you know. It might have been a long time ago but I remember all of the problems I had when I was in my teens. Now those things don’t seem like problems at all and everyone says it. I’m not really a good example, but I hit a few hurdles later in life too plus I’m a depressive. So yeah, the youth of today seem more depressed than ever but I’m more disappointed that there are no depressed babes. I know what you are all going to say, that she would probably end up committing suicide anyway.
Even though there are young people(like me) its good to get advice from older people, trust me it helped me a lot. I’m glad I found it, before I did something I’d regret. Even though there’s still no one in my real life I don’t think I can talk to, at least I can vent some place.
duke-Yup In a couple of years I hope to see these problems and the problems In the past as nothinq and that I was just over reactinq about the situation.haha there Is missunderstood,I think shes In her early twenties tho,sorry duke.
quys If yall haven’t noticed…..I want to talk to my SP family!Anyone.All yall have to do Is respond to this looser.No neqative stuff tho haha.
SP family?
She’s hot but she has a boyfriend. Anyway, I have even lower self esteem that she does so that’s why I thought it made sense to go out with a depressed chick to build my confidence. They are actually hard to find in the real world but moody and pretentious are quite common.
Kay Kay-yeah once you come on the SP,your apart of the SP family!:)But you qotta come on reqularly so everyone can know you you know?haha don’t miqht tha last part,that was dumb.
duke-that suchks!Well her bf Is luchky haha.You don’t think that two depressed people are a bad comination?
Well, nothing else has worked so I might swell try it.
I read a story about this guy from America who flew to the UK and met a women from here on a suicide forum. They were both found immaculately dressed in a car, dead.
So you go to all that trouble of meeting someone just to….
I can understand why you would want to be with someone though. I would just get too emotional and stop her.
I’m not qonna lie,I thouqht about beinq with a depressed qirl to.We’d have alot In common.
Hey I think I red that to!but yeah damn that’s sad.Were luchky that this site hasen’t been taken down cause of people wantinq suicide partners.We don’t qet that alot over here,except from the New Zealand quy that just posted.
Don’t you live In the UK?
And I wouldn’t stop her,I’d be qlad to have a suicide partner,so I can have someone to talk to on my final moments on this corrupted world.
Hey my comment Is waitinq moderation so It miqht take a while to show.
Yeah, I’m from the UK. I think I would hug her because I haven’t done that in a while.
Wait huq who????haha I’m sorry I’m lost.
The women who might want to kill herself. This is an entirely hypothetical situation.
We were talking about suicide partners. I was just saying if I went to all the trouble of seeking out a babe why not give it a go. Most people are lonely and think no one cares.
hey guys i know im still young just didnt realise it till now, yes i am an idiot lol nd ya miseunderstoods 24 and sorry to say in canada as well as having a bf </3 lmao 😀
I think that the experts are right when they say that the personality doesn’t fully develop until you reach the age of 25. It feels like ive been so many people over the years. I have definitely lost a lot of my specialness. There would be a time when my presence alone would inspire confidence and I always knew the right thing to say or do. But as I have become increasingly dissatisfied with myself plus all of the jerks who have tried their utmost to ruin my life for no discernible reason, I just became reclusive.
I’m in my early 30’s and I agree with Duke. I don’t even know who I was when I was younger. I was always depressed but I’ve changed so much. By no means though do I intend to minimize the problems of adolescence because I think I’m partially as screwed up as I am due to those problems. Had life been better or easier from 13-20, I might have a different perspective. But as I got older, I found myself becoming more accepting of things I used to let get to me. So I’m a quieter, more resigned depressed now. And reclusive is the way to go in my eyes. Why give the world someone or something to look at? I won’t even take a picture anymore-I want no real record of my existence when it is over.
I feel the same way as well. I am the same age as emptiness.. I have very few pics, and I too have become recluse. It is also because of how I have been treated by others. I have been held down and smothered my whole life so much so that I am pretty much incapable of making decisions, or dealing with some normal life issues. I also think I am probably not capable of having any type of “normal” relationship…
As far as age goes, if you think about it, it doesn’t really matter. Whether you are old or young, everyone who is able to formulate that life is so bad that don’t want to be here, it’s valid. Whatever the reason is, because it’s about how you feel in that moment. At a younger age, you just have difficulty formulating the future.. everything is so “now”. Or at least that’s how I felt.
While i like the idea of living alone, is it truely wise for depressed people to have no one but their own thoughts as company? besides fuck the world they dont like how u look flip them the bird (or for our more adventurous family members moon the fuckers) we only live once, why the fuck should we allow someone else to dictate it, live hard and u never know u might die fast
“I’m the one that’s got to die when it’s time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to.†― Jimi Hendrix ment to put that in
I just find the world too noisy. I like company but I like to choose it and I’ve grown very selective about whom I will trust with my thoughts. Even more so recently. I just want to be left to my own version of reality because the world grows more and more distasteful every day.
@ Procel… thanks, you made me smile on a day I feel pretty bad.
Then dont live to their tempo, live in the world, dance to ur own music, so what if they dont like it, i mean literally whats the worst that can happen, what can they do? I love sharing random thoughts, few ever get them, i enjoy leaving them speachless 🙂
@ Procel, somehow I know what you mean, I used to do that a lot too (random comments). Sometimes still do… I agree that I probably shouldn’t be alone… probably most of us shouldn’t.. My fear now tho is so strong I really don’t see how I could possibly let anyone in. They can’t understand me. I don’t care what people think of me, but I have been really hurting lately and it seems like everywhere I go people are just mean for no reason… I do care about that, but b/c I can’t understand why anyone would even want to be that way. Thanks again for the smile.
Ur welcome @llmorrow75 Any time im needed i can be here like fucken batman tho u might need to email me first, twould be awfull handy like my bat signel lol tho if u want i can start with jokes? fuck it ill throw one in anyway.
A limousine was taking the beautifull, raven haired model to the airport. Halfway there, the front tire went flat. The model said “Driver, i dont have time to wait for road service. Can you change it yourself?” The driver said “sure”. He got out of the car and proceeded to change the tire, but couldn’t get the wheel cover off. The model saw him struggling and asked, “Do you want a screwdriver?” He said “sure! but first I have to changethis tire.”
Whats this someone who knows what i mean??? that makes one of us Lmao, people meen to u turn the other cheek and tall em to take their best shot, no matter how much they try no one can hurt u, unless YOU give them the power to
@Procel.. thanks and maybe i would like to send that signal sometime.
real-foudy @ hotmail. com
Trying to avoid moderation lol no spaces
That goes for anyone by the way
@Procel – for the first time in a long time, I tried living for what I believed and it’s backfired. Now I just want to be out of the world.
What was it u believed @empty?
I believed it didn’t matter what people thought and said as long as I knew what was true and was honest with myself. I thought my dreams and passions mattered. Turns out that the world wants conformity and will set out to destroy you if you try to do your own thing. I guess I always knew that but now I know for sure.
And u let them? u let them ground u down? If u want to believe in ur dreams then do so, someone knocks u down over it get up swinging. Some one hits u goad them untill they give u all they have, what have you to loose? seriously what have any of us left to loose we all want to die so i mean why not? @empty never let anyone own u, never let anyone tell u how to live, never let them win, the one thing that matters is being ur own person, after that nothing else matters, never let someone controll u cause then u loose, and i know ur strong enough to continue fighting, to win
They took my career. I have no income. I could lose my license for my job. I have very little support and I don’t have a reason anymore. Now I just want to be quietly alone.
ah yes i remember now, sorry ive been trying to create a follow up to my post yesterday. what u did for him was nothing to be ashamed of, u helped him so so much, i take it from that comment things didnt work out too good?
“Turns out that the world wants conformity and will set out to destroy you if you try to do your own thing”
me and 2 friends noticed that .. it’s like people are conditioned to hold each other back .. mental freedom has its price
I’m 14… 15 on the 22nd so don’t forget, guys 😀 <3.
@Procel-no it didn’t turn out well. In fact trusting someone and caring about someone has been the worst thing ever and he’s making it a million times worse
Hows he making it worse?
He’s been contributing to the lies. He has said horrible things.
Like what?
Mob mentality … an fer of being “labeled” by his peers … doesn’t mater what he says if it’s lies because the witch hunters eat up lies … gotta focus on making sure truth prevails
dawg
That he never cared about my opinion. That everything I did or said was meaningless. That I’m a horrible person and he hopes I just get it over with and kill myself.
I’ll be 16 in a month
17, 18 in 3 months.
I’m 16; Much too young for any of this… I will be 17 in 4 months.
My girlfriend and I have gone through a lot and have contemplated committing suicide together in the front of our school. We had it planned out. Poison, in front of our school, laying down hugging, with notes to both of our families and friends. We we’re so close to doing it. Being a lesbian couple we went through hell and back! Not from our school but our parents, especially hers. Our school was the only place we could see each other. I would always walk her home but I could never walk her to her front door. We would escape at night to see each other. But her mom would always call the cops as soon as she realized she was gone. Committing suicide was our way out, our freedom from this world.
@empty. I dont know what to say, other than he uas obviously been taken in by the lies of others, the idea of people caring for him is too foreign for him to think real. But its what u know that matters, what really happened, the truth of it all thats what really matters
@cold_blooded_freak. Im happy ye two didnt do it for what its worth…
16 and still don’t have even a learner’s permit! email up for grabs at mary.e.birkhead @ gmail.com 🙂
Eh, shit comes and goes… Now I’m just to numb to really care about what happens to me.