I realized that it was me. Everything that’s gone wrong in my life; all the failures is because of me. My situation, circumstances, the people around me, and such had nothing to do with it. It was all me. I control my life. I did this to myself. I should be only angry with me. I am digging my own pit. It was all me. I should blame myself for not changing. For not caring. No one else is to blame.
Though I realize it now I think I knew about this all along.
Now I sound self-centered and really whiny….I’m sorry.
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Hi,
I don’t think you should blame yourself for everything. You do control your life, but sometimes you don’t control yourself as much as you think you do. If you have something in your mind, like depression, you have to try that much harder to control yourself and separate yourself from it, but sometimes you just can’t, and it isn’t your fault. The fact that you can look back and think of things you might or think you should have changed means you have changed, because you can see all that. Even if your situation and other things didn’t cause anything, that doesn’t mean it’s all your fault. It isn’t.
Just remember when you are healthy and happy;
“that was all me too”
Good luck