Pain wont go away

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and I start to cry again. My chest will hurt every time the emptiness comes. It hurts so bad. I know it is not heart burn. I know I should be excited that school is going to end Thursday but I’m not. It’s hell being at school especially when people brag about their bf or gf but it is also hell at home. I can’t leave my home because well, I have nobody to hang out with anymore. Ugh…the pain. Although I am kind of happy that I also get my braces off Thursday. I’m tired of getting made fun of. .Oh man, here comes the pain. Im gonna have to end my record tonight. It’s just me and you razor. I’ve missed you.