I might have to kill myself tonight.
Everything just fucking fell apart on me,
I have no idea what to do about it.
I died inside and no one is here to help me through this.
I’m afraid I won’t succeed and I’ll end up somewhere in the psych ward.
I’m so afraid.
Life sucks so bad right now,
I’m so sick of this right now.
My friends leave me out all the time and I feel so left out all the time.
I can’t do this anymore. Really, I can’t.
I just feel awful all the time.
Depression is eating me up. Bad.
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I know how you feel. I am here if you need someone to talk to.
I just have no idea what to do with myself.
I’m completely confused.
Don’t do it, it’s not worth it if you need a friend or someone you cares I’m here for you. Taking your life isn’t the best way to solve your problems, you’d just create more for others. Have hope, things will get better, I promise.
I really understand where you are, I myself am not far off from the same plan of existence and have visited before. I wish I had more to offer you some better words of strength and love to help hold you together. but all I have are words from my dr. she told me many years that is ok to be suicidal and confused and scared, the only thing she asked of me was that I would just reach out to anyone, someone before I would try to end my life I agreed. This may mean nothing to you. If you can hold yourself together long to find a therapist it really does help. It helped me because I knew I was paying someone to listen to my pain and I did not have to feel as burden to friends or family as you know the are human also and can only help before we start to push them away because our pain is to much for them to handle. I wish I could help you more. Understand I have been where you are , I know the self loathing and despair, I am still fighting the maelstrom, know that I love you and respect you even though we have meet and most likely never will, but we have existed in the same space and time, Love and light to you I will help hold you up if at all possible. and you can do the same for me as I run from the blackness that follows me.