I wish I could just do it, and stop being just a chicken. I want to go and just be forgotten, everyone tells me ‘what about the people who care about you, what your doing osnt affrcting only you’ and my response? I just want people to stop carong so I can get on with suicide faster and easier and guilt free. Fucking hell. 🙁
I’m sorry I’m such a fuck up in life. And in everything.
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No I don’t beleive your a fuck up in life. I can relate to the same thing. They say we’re selfish for wanting to but whos the selfish one. Them for making us live in a way they’ll never understand or us ending it to stop the pain and misery.
It aint easy.
The final goodbye is mighty powerful. The swallowing the pills is actually easy. BUT, it is the action of flipping that first handful in…. knowing the end is at hand that is freakin hard.
I HOPE you choose not to.
If I’d kill myself I think that my family would forget about me in the end
In my case I’m the problem;I just can’t do it
I don’t think you’re chicken. I think you’re too strong. Look at it this way: not wanting to die is just another way of saying “I think I still have some fight left in me”. Even if the front of your mind tells you otherwise. Stay strong.
Me too. I’m such a *****. One of these days I’m just going to get from my desk in the middle of work, go down to a pawn shop, buy a twelve gauge and blow my frickin head off.
A couple of things.
First – you family would NOT forget you.
And as dark as I have ever been – guns seem so disgusting. Hell, look on google and see some pics of people who made the wrong choice. LOOK at the pics.
As dark as I ahve been – I could never do that. Not only cuz it is gross, but image the poor person who has to clean that up.
Choose to fight on. Dont give in.