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I dont want you to know my name. everyone says ‘ you know my name, not my story’ and i want this to be the other way round.
So my mum and my dad split up when i was a baby, things were fine then when i was 11 i stopped talking to my dad. he said some stuff, and i got upset, anyway, we dont talk anymore. So thats that, and then when i was 14 my mum got this new boyfriend. i just dont like him, i dont know why, maybe its because theres ten years between them, i dont know. hes very angry. he flips out quickly and she backs him up. he swears he shouts, im just scared hes going to hurt my mum. add on to this the fact that i am stressing bout exams, have been harming for the past 2 months, and am desperate for a boyfriend. it makes me feel worthless. like nobody wants me or needs me. thats why i want to do it. i dont know if i have the courage yet, but hopefully this site will help me either to get my feelings out and stop me, or to realise how crap my life is and help me. but whatever.