It feels so strange to write this.
I lead a lonely life. I have no friends. I am largely ignored by my family. In all my life I’ve had but one girlfriend, and that ended terribly. My experiences with other people have shown me that I am unlovable. I am a college student who is being forced to drop out due to financial issues. I have accumulated an enormous debt while in school. Unfortunately this means I have only a lifetime of loneliness and shitty jobs to pay off my debt to look forward to.
People tell me to wait and see if things get better. I have no reason to believe they will. If anything, I believe things will only get worse. I don’t want to be around to experience that. “Crushing” really is an appropriate way to describe loneliness. I only want it to stop.
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I hear ya man. My life has gone as your has. If you want to talk you can e-mail me at vortex50264@yahoo.com
I kno exactly where ur coming from. Just believe things will get better. Im 32 with no relationships.. And debt. But still believing things will get better.