How I feel right now.

Being ignored is painful for lots of people regardless of any BPD or other disorders. It’s a really immature thing to do and can actually be considered emotional abuse when someone just refuses to acknowledge that you exist. If the same person does this to you too often then maybe it’s time to reconsider the relationship, if someone can treat you like dirt and ignore you at their will then they aren’t worth it. I had a friend get mad at me the other week for something I said when I was trying to give her advice and help her. She chose to ignore me for the next 4 or 5 days and it made me miserable. I’d rather have someone call me and yell at me for an hour and tell me what I did wrong and how it made them feel rather than be ignored. Some people are just immature and can’t handle real communication.