Janya Marie Saved Me

This post is to give you hope that no matter how hard life is you can always over come anything….

Hi my name is Shiane and I’m 17 about two years ago I found out I was bipolar and also had depression. At first I didn’t quite understand what those were until one day my mom sat me down and explained to me what was going on. So anyway on June 23rd 2011 I decided that I couldn’t go on living in a world where I thought no one understood me or even cared about me. I said my goodbye and that was the end of it. Until I woke up in the hospital I was so mad at myself for waking up, but then I looked around the room and to see all the hurt I caused my mom and family was just a horrible site to see and to see my boyfriend cry for the first since we’ve been together (together for 4 years) made me feel even worst. Then the doctor came in and said to me ” why did you try to end your own life when another one is growing inside of you?” I was shocked and confused on what he ment and then he told me I was pregnant. I thought I had my life figured out all at
the age of 17. But on Feb.14th .2011 I gave birth to an amazing little girl name Janya Marie. And now that I look back and think what if Ig
never woke up I would
have takn the life of somebody I couvldn’t see myself living without. She has changed me for the better and she’s the reason why I wake up everyday .