I just realized that its weird that I am scared/sad to die. I don’t even like the world, Its not like a kid leaving a water park, death is like leaving the Dentist office
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share your suicide story
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im scared too man. nobody knows what comes next. there are many wonderful and sometimes scary thoeries about it but nooone has come back to tell about it.
i remember reading an article about a little kid that diesd for a few minutes and saw his granny and a white light. thats a nice thought isnt it?
I read an interview about various people who saw that it was more like a counsel setting. That brought me a feeling of relief in a way, but I still prefer my childish idea of a endless field of varying flowers to run through
I’m not scared of what comes next because I’m as sure as I can be that there is nothing.
I’m just scared that I will end things before I should. I’m pretty certain I’ll never get another chance at life – not here, or anywhere else – so I’m kind of cautious about giving it away too soon.
I hate life at the moment, and always have done – and yet somewhere in me there is a strange desire to keep going as long as I can. I know if I reach 80 and have spent all my years in misery, I’ll probably be really annoyed at myself for not ending things earlier. But I suppose I could at least console myself with the knowledge that I gave things a chance.