Two days into summer and its already starting
This horrible depressing feeling of nothing.
A head throbs, The mind races
With the steady thum of a thousand incoherent thoughts
And I can do nothing but watch.
watch as it drags me deeper and deeper
And I’ll fall into my own mental stupor
Numbness to block out the pain
Of myself and my thoughts
And I can do nothing but watch.
Days will mean torture and nights will be endless
And still no one will see this
I’m falling apart.
It’s no cry, I’ll be free of my thoughts!
Yet I know they’re only digging deeper into my mind
And I can do nothing but watch– and prey- for deaths release to take it away
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I hate summer. It’s so lonely. No one talks to me. And there are no distractions from horrible things that have happened. I’m sorry that you have to feel this too. Its hurts too much.
reading this is just like my feelings for the past 5 months written down ive been home school for half the school year everyday is nothing but emptiness