A couple of months ago I was telling: “I’ll wait two years, so I can at least exploit a life insurance and give some money to the people I love”.
A month ago I was telling: “I’ll wait at least my birthday (in august), it will be at least a message”
Now I’m telling: “Why should I wait a month? Who cares? Ten days to close all the things I have open”
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Whether its now or later, I think most insurance companies won’t cover suicide and payout to your beneficiaries
Some cover it after two years.
There’s a saying that “God’s favorites have/has a hard timeâ€. so I guess good things are in store for people on this site (u) who are suffering.
Besides the point…. Make sure ur contract has that 2 year clause
It doesn’t matter, I’m not going to wait that long anymore
Do u have an IM?
it is the diffrence between coping and the resources to cope with some times you just run out of resources
@ clarity1987
I appreciate that you want to talk, something that I can’t do anymore with the ones I love, but I already did this and will go nowhere, sorry
@ Bruti
I’m tired of coping
So do u have an exact date set already???
12th july, if I can resist until that
@clarity1987 why would God have favorites ? isn’t he supposed to be an all-loving, understanding being ? why would he discriminate ?
I’m not even going to comment about religion.
@Elleonil,
I am slightly puzzled by your post.
I know you said you have spoken to your loved ones, and feel as though you can’t anymore. Are you certain that you don’t wish to vent?.. I am more than willing to hear you out.
Your tired of existing? I too am tired of this existence.
Whoever/whatever has caused you such immense pain and anguish.. Obviously played a big part in your life. I can understand In a general way why your feeling like this.
I’m not sure if any of this makes any sense.
@Empty_Soul
I’ve talked to my mother (she’s what’s left of my family), she loves me but she can’t really understand. I’ve talked to my only male friend and he basically thinks I’m not being man enough. My other friend has her problems too and that moved her away from me, now she just tries to send me to doctors.
I’m tired of being forced to stand, I want to be weak. A few people here were and are kind enough to try to talk to me, but I don’t have anything to say, I need someone phisically by my side to hold me upright when I’m not strong enough.