That Silly Word “Die”

That Silly word. . . . . ” die ” it runs through my mind almost every momment of my day. Sometimes I just sit there reapeating the word over and over again, paying no attention to whats going on around me. Sometimes i think of carving the word “die” into my wrist, just to remind myself what needs to happen. ” Die”, “Die you stuiped whore”, “Die you worthless piece of shit”, ” Die becuase it’s for the best for everybody”, or ” Die because nobody will care” Those sayings run through my mind aleast twice a day, but i don’t mind becuase. In the end of the day it’s true, do you ever feel that way? It sucks dosen’t it?