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Life sucks! Killing myself in public

by Boston 8/23/2013

written by Boston

There’s no way to describe my depression, hurt, rage, and emotional pain. So many people have hurt me, turned me away, and just treated me like shit. I can’t fucking take this anymore!

I don’t care who the fuck gets traumatized as they witness my death in a busy mall or airport. I WANT THEM TO BE TRAUMATIZED. Fuck you, society! I hate this lousy, Godforsaken planet, and everyday, I hope that an asteroid or nuclear war wipes it the fuck out!

I also don’t care who the fuck misses me. They won’t be my fucking problem anymore. People don’t give half a shit about me, so […]

8/23/2013 3 comments

why do i deserve my life

by punkin 5/23/2013

written by punkin

I don’t understand why I feel this way. It’s like no matter what I do I am still a pathetic worthless piece of trash who deserves to be beaten and raped. I am 22 now and my life should be better I haven’t talked to my step dad in 7 years. I thought I was better now. Last spring I was raped by two strangers and ever since I have been lashing out at people. I want them to hurt me because if I star it then the only person I have to blame is meâ€¦ The down side is that now I just want […]

5/23/2013 2 comments

I give up

by HunterNightshade 5/10/2013

written by HunterNightshade

The title says it all. I can’t please anyone, no one really loves me, no one cares. I’m justÂ a selfish, worthless piece of shit of a bastard with no brain. I also must pretend to be someone I’m not and it’s pure torture. I’ve been bullied and due to my chronic stress, the bullying I used to ignore is now haunting me, taunting me. I lock my feelings deep down and hide it with a smile but I’m so dead inside. Now I am considered mute and heartless. Yes, I don’t know how to love anymore. Therefore I do not deserve to live another moment, […]

5/10/2013 5 comments

Lonely just so lonely

by hopeandtears 5/8/2013

written by hopeandtears

for a very very long time i have felt distanced from my family from people from life. i mean eight grade was the darkest time of my life… i faked my way out of a suicide/depression test so i could get out of therapy convinced i didnt have a problem i would never do anything its all words and words dont mean anything. but words mean alot and words can hurt a lot. for as long as i cna remember i have been pushed away by my parents. they have no love for me. i have two younger sisters who absorb all their attention and […]

5/8/2013 1 comment

Isn’t it Ironic?

by Stereotype 4/27/2013

written by Stereotype

I am 29 years old and two and half years ago I got a surgical implant called VNS. Â The depression I had struggled with for 12 years, just left. Â Two weeks ago I found out that the man (my uncle) who molested me as a child from age 13 and under is going to the same community college I have been going to and is graduating on June 1st, the same day I was going to graduate. Â I will not be attending that graduation ceremony. Â He has been asked to sing at the commencement ceremony as well. Â These past two weeks I have struggled so […]

4/27/2013 1 comment

Hi guys! I’m back.

by Engeltje 3/3/2013

written by Engeltje

Well, as you see: I’m back. In my last post I wrote that I had to take a break and I did. After that break of more than 2 weeks, I’m back again. But I have to say that I may not be very active at SP, because I’m feeling really worse. The last two weeks were kinda horrible. There happened too much to explain, it would be boring if I would tell it all (actually, this is a kind of excuse, because I can’t remember it ^^). My life nowadays is really though, I’m feeling like a huge mistake, worthless piece of trash. Feeling […]

3/3/2013 0 comment

Four more years in Hell, don’t think so.

by freezinginfire 2/18/2013

written by freezinginfire

My dad told me in the car the other day that I was going to hell.

I ate at a Chinese buffet and got a fortune cookie that said, “accept yourself.” I thought if I have already, then I’m a worthless piece of shit that no one wants. I’m invisible to most, but those who see me are disgusted and try to get rid of me, one permanently. They really shouldn’t waste their time, I’ll do it myself eventually. So, they just leave. If I haven’t accepted myself, I’m sure when I do I’ll kill myself realizing I’m worse than I think.

I can’t do this for […]

2/18/2013 10 comments

Hi

by Foreverdancing26 1/29/2013

written by Foreverdancing26

Hi, I’m new to this kind of thing, but I’m desperate for some help….

I almost killed myself tonight. I can’t deal with who I am.. I am a worthless piece of shit. The only thing I love, I suck at. When my friends try to help me, I want to scream “I WANT TO KILL MYSELF” to them just so they get it. They think my emotions are typical, as does everyone else, but I’m falling apart. I know these feelings aren’t normal because if they were everyone would be dead.. I know this is probably pointless and no one will care, but I’m desperate […]

1/29/2013 6 comments

by Beliel 11/17/2012

written by Beliel

whats so hard about doing what someone asks when your asked to do it. its pretty fucking simple right. you get up off your fat ass, move a little and complete a task. so what the fuck why dont you do it??? GET UP OFF YOUR WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT ASS AND DO IT. FUCKING GOD DAMN IT WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SAY IT SO MANY TIME THAT THEY JUST DO IT THEMSELVES???? At some point they’re going to realize its pointless to have your around.

11/17/2012 1 comment

ClichÃ© of Wanting to Die

by juesee 11/4/2012

written by juesee

Anyone out there having trouble living your life also?

Fuck, I just want to give up everything and die.

I’m tired of explaining everything to everyone about why I have erratic moods, why I need help, why I’m not as normal as everybody fucking thinks. I’m so miserable living my life. I basically lay down in bed, thinking of all things I have to do, shouldn’t forget to do… but I just can’t get up. I wake up so late in the afternoon that myÂ day is halfway gone. I eat, use the bathroom, then go back to my room. In my room, I’m on my laptop, on […]

11/4/2012 1 comment

I do know why I’m here

by Rainbowhead 10/14/2012

written by Rainbowhead

Iâ€™m female, 33. Married, 3 kids (b13, g11, g9), 2 dogs..and a cat who thinks heâ€™s god. I’m a childhood abuse survivor. Physical, sexual and emotional.it was done to me, primarily by my mother. Didnâ€™t have any siblings, father wasnâ€™t around. It seems the sexual abuse hurt the most, though I know the emotional is always there as well. It’s that voice in the back of my head telling me that I’m stupid, fat, ugly, lazy, no one wants me, I’ll never amount to anything. I’m worthless, horrible. I’m only good for sex.

I’ve been a full time student since 2009, but had a breakdown this […]

10/14/2012 4 comments

Too old for goals

by dethzbetr 9/29/2012

written by dethzbetr

I am a 40 year old married father of 2 piece of shit. I have been trying to kill myself since the age of 8 and never finished the job because I am afraid. I am diagnosed w/ bi-polar disorder/PTSD/ADHD. I am unemployed and draining the life out of my family. I have no purpose on this earth, no talent and no drive. I am on 6 medications and my wife has been stealing my anti-anxiety, ADHD and sleeping meds. When I confront her she just denies everything and says I’m crazy. I may be emotionally disabled, but I am not retarded, so […]

9/29/2012 5 comments

You say it’s selfish

by breakingdown 7/2/2012

written by breakingdown

You say suicide is selfish , but your the one who caused me mental and physical pain. You say you want me to be happy… but then you call me a whore and a worthless piece of shit.. and you expect me to just forget about that. You say your not calling me names your just saying how it is, saying i’m an immature freshman, and that killing myself is ridiculous and i shouldn’t joke about it and you feel bad for me. But you think i’m joking , i’m not the immature one you are , i’m not saying i want to commit suicide […]

7/2/2012 9 comments

That Silly Word “Die”

by Callmestevo 6/26/2012

written by Callmestevo

That Silly word. . . . . ” die ” it runs through my mind almost every momment of my day. Sometimes I just sit there reapeating the word over and over again, paying no attention to whats going on around me. Sometimes i think of carving the word “die” into my wrist, just to remind myself what needs to happen. ” Die”, “Die you stuiped whore”, “Die you worthless piece of shit”, ” Die becuase it’s for the best for everybody”, or ” Die because nobody will care” Those sayings run through my mind aleast twice a day, but i don’t mind becuase. In […]

6/26/2012 4 comments

My Name is..

by Worthless and Lifeless 6/8/2012

written by Worthless and Lifeless

Hi My name is Nikki… I am 15 years old and I have been cutting for a very long time.. I know what it is like to hurt and feel nothing but pain and misery. I have lost so many people to death and You know it is not fun.. I am not that skinny pretty girl at all. I lost a guy I was in love with to a person who felt the need to shoot and kill him. I felt the pain of loosing my best friend to a person who hit him with a car. I felt the pain to my grandmother […]

6/8/2012 2 comments

How many more?

by determined_rebel 5/23/2012

written by determined_rebel

Tonight I feel the same way I did last week. Very low and super depressed. I’m depressed everyday but not like this. Everytime I cut and I think why am I continuing in this life when all I ever feel is pain and sorrow and worthlessness? Why do I keep on when I continue to feel this way. How many more times will this happen before I truely decide to try to kill myself again? Will tonight be the last time? I’m so sick of thinking that if I get through tonight it willl get better. Because that psychology doesn’t work since I’m back to […]

5/23/2012 15 comments

Tomorrow is the day

by Wei Se 3/19/2012

written by Wei Se

Tomorrow is the day. I will swallowÂ a few pillsÂ all in once. I hope my heart stops beating.

I am sick and that’s what i am. I am a sick fuck. WhoÂ isn’t able toÂ do shit.Â I haveÂ no social life, no education, just nothing that is needed to have a stable life.Â I am a worthless piece of shit and when i die, i will suffer even more because hell is my destiny.

I have one question though, what does efexor 75mg does with your body when you overdose on them? These are anti-depressant pills.

Goodbye.

3/19/2012 11 comments

dark

by LifelessStabber 3/1/2012

written by LifelessStabber

It feels as if there is no light in the distance, just pitch black darkness. I wake up feeling like a failure knowing that my parents keep thinking when am I going to do something with my life and just not hang around being a waste of space.there’s no better way I can put this knowing that it all feels true, to feel there’s no need for me to breath. *sigh* why is it that I still breathe, why is it that everyday I wake and feel the same way. Is that the purpose of my life to feel like a worthless piece of nothingness. […]

3/1/2012 2 comments

My daily battle

by hollywood1919 1/9/2012

written by hollywood1919

Depression is kicking my ass right now.
I feel fat and ugly (I’ve never felt really bad about my appearance before. It’s like when I look in the mirror, I see the fat 12-year-old I once was. Now I feel that way even more, even though I understand fashion and makeup and hair even more than I did in high school.)
And I feel worthless no matter what. My parents treated me like shit for 19 years, all they ever taught me is that all I’m good for is sex, chores, and looking pretty, and that nothing I ever do is good enough. Well, thanks […]

1/9/2012 4 comments

IF ONLY I WERE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by deathbug 1/3/2012

written by deathbug

my mom wont stop now i cant walk she broke my left leg it hurts and she wont take me to a doctor or hospital. also i haven’t slept in a week because im 2 scared because mom beats me wen im asleep.at least she aunt my real mom.my real mom and dad died when i was 1 i was in a orphanage till i was 6 then toni adopted me. i wish she didnt. and thanks to all who posted commets exepcialy you leahwallis thanks.also the orphanage was abusof it even killed my sister hope wen she was 9 i was separed from my […]

1/3/2012 2 comments

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