From what I’ve noticed, everyone seems to want help in the world. Everyone I know expects me to take the time to help them out with their daily problems. I have no quarrels doing this. I enjoy helping someone else, it keeps my mind distracted.
But you say to much if you even mention that something is wrong in your life and want help. What’s with this society we’ve built where everyone expects help, but no one wants to help you. I hate it, and that’s why I come here. Not to find help but to be able to talk. I know that there are people here who would help me if I generally needed it, and at times I do, those are the times I never ask for it though, out of fear of misunderstanding. I never feel worse in my life than when I have to explain myself after already pouring everything out.
I don’t really have a specific moment right this second everything is just building up again. I know you’ll be hearing from me soon. Because I do need help, I just don’t know with what.