i give up, u hurt me, i have no body else why did u have too leave me? u said i mean too much too leave that easily. was it lie? im guessing, yes? :/ it hurts to know how many times iv been betrayed.
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I’m here if you ever need anything :/ if you want to talk im here just email me alexap0424@yahoo.com
who batrayed you?
a lot of people mostly my ex
Fakingit…..
I am guessing you chose that name cuz you feel like you have to PRETEND to be happy. That you have to fake it. That LIFE is a game.
If I am right – then I get it. And I am sorry for your pain.
I am also sorry to hear your ex-bf was stupid. But it is HIS loss, not yours. You are still the same person that he SAID he liked. YOU are the same, he chose to change.
And just like how he liked you – so will others. At 14 – you have SO much ahead of you. And – I am sorry to say – some of it will really suck. But some of it will be really fun too.
I wish I could make everything great for you. But I can not. As a father myself of a daughter about your age….. I wish I could make your world all puppies and rainbows and ice cream. But it isnt. But that does not mean it is not worth living.
If there was no pain, then we would not feel so great when we have exstacy. We would not feel alive when the good things happen.
This is NOT heaven and it is not supposed to be. Bad things happen. But that does not mean it is all bad.
Sending you a virtual hug. I hope you feel better. And remember – i PROMISE you – many, many, MANY other guys would LOVE to be your bf. You just don’t know it yet.
A friend,
James
GBGUY1970@yahoo.com
james…yes that is exactly why fakingit is my name, my ex-bf yeah he was we would be doing fine but since i got in trouble with my phone making it difficult to talk/text he gave up (long distance relationship) true not all thing are bad but lately seems like it. im starting to know that other guys will love me but every one that has just plays and uses me..im stupid enough to stay in those relationships, but im outa this one.
Well, I guess i am glad that you were smart enough to dump his butt.
And yup – sorry to represent the “guys” on this issue. We are not always the most honorable of living beings. Fact is (ESPECIALLY at your age), guys will pretty much do anything we can to get a girl in a ‘compromising’ position.
You are 14 and so tender and sweet. It hurts me to think that ANYONE (you included) has to be used by other people just so they can get their jollies. It isnt right. But it absolutely happens.
Choose wisely. And if you ever wanna talk. I would be happy to listen.
Hang in there kiddo (and that is NOT said in a bilittling way),
James
GBGUY1970@yahoo.com