Something that I once built
As a set of goals and fixed opportunities
Protected my whole life
Been destroyed
By the conflicted torments
All that I did
I still couldn’t do anything to fix it
Because every time I tried to touch those pieces
They would just tremble into dust
Every aspect of broken pieces crumbled
At the tip of a tiny touch
As I walked through the kingdom once again
Felt like a hatred soul had woken up
Followed the same route
Protected the key with just nothing but darkness
Dug up a hole in the very pit of the soul
Tried so hard to not get close again
Tried so hard not to act the same again
Forcefully doing so
Challenged everything
Changed everything
Every aspect of the word
Every aspect towards everyone
Back to unrealistic to realistic now
Very fast and still very difficult to process
Dreams
Promises that once were loved
Had been broken forever
Trying to regain conscious
Tried to regain them back
Complicated process
Slow path
Wind up turns and routes again
Trying to move forward still
Forgetting about the memories
As realistically as in yet still in process
But very difficult
Hoping to keep the memories
But just creates more pain
So that is why I had made up my mind
To forget
Kills me every time I do remember