can’t be fucked with this shit anymore

So yeah, it’s been quite a while since i last posted here, almost a year i think. Still alive.
Mum found out about my addiction ’cause i told her, she was helpful the first 2 days but then she just starting yelling at me and threatening me and shit, that’s what i fucking need when i try and quit pills and when i have so much anxiety i’m shaking, along with some depression. fucking great.
can’t find a job either, so that’s fun

EDIT: a couple or a few weeks ago i was almost kidnapped, then the next week i got beat up, this week i got kicked in the back on tuesday and it still hurts, i love my area … not