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Hoping for a peaceful end with CO

by enoughofthiscrap
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I’m over 50, unemployed and very likely to remain so despite a good college degree and lots of experience.  In November, my unemployment runs out so I shall be reduced to 400 euros a month – nobody can live on that.

My plan is to rent a chalet on a camping site – in October when it’s not too warm – and burn two hibachi barbecues inside.  I was planning to do it in my camper, but I want to leave that to my sister and she wouldn’t want it if I’d died in it.  Plus, I can leave the cat there as it is her […]

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I hate this.

by C1223
written by C1223

I hate feeling like this every day.  I hate never wanting to get out of bed.  I hate knowing that things will never get better no matter how hard I try.  I hate knowing that I was doomed from the start to end up like this. I hate how other girls  whine and complain about how terrible their lives are, and yet they have boyfriends.  Like, seriously, SHUT UP. At least SOMEONE cares.  At least you have enough luck that guys are willing to be seen in public with you and you still have the hope of a happy ending. I have no hope. I have no […]

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Kill me

by ChrisC87
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Death looks pretty attractive right now.  The other night I went up into my attic looking for some guns my parents have been hiding.  I fell through the attic and busted up my leg pretty good.  Needless to say I feel even worse now.  The last two days at work I haven’t been able to stop myself from crying.  My supervisor gave me an extremely simple straight-forward assignment and I can’t do it.  I can’t focus or concentrate on it.  I’m stupid and worthless and lazy.  I don’t deserve a good career.  I don’t even deserve a bad career.  I deserve no career.  I fuck […]

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can’t be fucked with this shit anymore

by MrSebastior
written by MrSebastior

So yeah, it’s been quite a while since i last posted here, almost a year i think. Still alive.
Mum found out about my addiction ’cause i told her, she was helpful the first 2 days but then she just starting yelling at me and threatening me and shit, that’s what i fucking need when i try and quit pills and when i have so much anxiety i’m shaking, along with some depression. fucking great.
can’t find a job either, so that’s fun

EDIT: a couple or a few weeks ago i was almost kidnapped, then the next week i got beat up, this week i […]

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I lost all hope

by triangle
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I had not felt like this in so long. i haven’t been eating or sleeping i try to make myself happy but its not working. I cant find a job. I feel like I have lost all my friends. I fell in love with my best friend but she doesn’t know it. Currently we are in an argument and she decided to stop talking to me. Consequently she’s been spending more time with her friend who likes her. She said I hurt her with our argument and is not sure if she wants to see me again. I feel like everyone I’ve ever fallen in […]

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Don’t wanna be part of this world anymore.

by elle9o
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Times are getting tougher….

They snipped out semesters from the college I’m going to because of budget cuts. I can’t find a job in this f*cked up economy. I’m 21 years old and still living with my parents. I feel so ashamed because I can’t find a job or other school where I can finish getting my degree. F*cking economy. I have no idea what to do with my life anymore… I just want to end it. I just want someone to kill me. I just feel so useless…………

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I don’t even know why i’m here…

by Aerowin04
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I don’t feel comfortable talking about my life, even behind a veil of anonymity. Not yet any way, But after a long road i’m now living with my Girlfriend, going on 2 weeks now. We’ve been together 10 months. 10 months of only seeing each other every other weekend, so its a nice change.

I thought i got over this a while ago, after 3 attempts and a long spiral everything seemed to be looking up. i joined the Navy(  i was later separated because I “might” have ADD( their words not mine) i at least tried, which is much more than many others can say. […]

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A question

by overstayed
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Ok I  read here a lot and have posted here when  I have been feeling way off he planet, which is increasing often now. I feel “ok” right now. But there are some things I want to know.

1st this is how it is:

Not always but in the mornings when I wake up can feel like a light switch in my brain has been switched off.     Feels/sounds like dousing a match in water like. Like  waking up and then just deflating  (Always Followed by nonfunctional bad days)
Generally  allways being “aware” that im sad / horrible / hurting all the time. Not fitting in.( I would […]

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