This feeling of emptiness is swallowing me whole. My depression is getting worse and now the thoughts are taking hold in my mind, they are forming ideas and shaping into reality.
I hate these feelings. I see suicide as a relief. Something that would take the pressure out from my stupid life and give me a sense of comfort. I want to be relieved. I want to disappear. I want to die.
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So do I.
D;
And it’s unfair.!
What pressure? I thought academics gave you a personal satisfaction. You were doing so well last month. What triggered this change?
I’m stoned as buggery and for once I don’t want to kill myself music is buzzing me along I hope you feel better soon hang in there I gave up and got stoned under the pressure