That’s what everyone keeps telling me. Don’t worry **** it will get better it always does. For me i have never had an incident were something gets better. I am 18 years old this is my first post. I have never actually been happy. Until about almost a year ago i met this girl. She is the one. She understood me, she was my kinda girl. She loved me and i still love her. Over the summer i had to move to Alaska. I am still here posting this at 4:45 in the morning cause i have sleeping problems recently. I feel like this girls is in love with me but does not have the feelings i have for her. I miss her more than she even knows and I don’t really know what to do anymore i have no one to vent to really. I think about death way more than i should and running away… So for me it just seems to keep getting worse and worse and worse never better. So I am thinking whats the point? We all grow up to die so why don’t i just make mine sooner.
Sincerely,
What’s The Point?
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May I ask…what do you think it would do to her if you were to take your life? Would you want to hurt her? And no worries, you can always vent here, to us…
Why don’t you give the situation a little time and see where you go. You are 18 and have so much to live for…just from this post I can tell you are articulate and intelligent, the world needs more good people like that so give yourself a month and then see where you are…I hope this helps. I have thoughts like you too, but I think of the people that I would hurt and it stops me.