Dark, ……. your not alone with those feelings and questions. I think many humans have or have had those same feeelings and questions of why and where.

As for feeling alone in a room full of people, thats another of those human emotions that we all feel at one time or another.

I’ve been a member of AA for years and have heard the same feelings expressed in many meetings over many years, by old timers and newcomers alike.

I’d imagine that these emotions and feeling are universal and are as old as human consciencness existed.

What to about them varies, some have found solace through religions of all kinds, some find serenity through helping others, some have drowned these feelings with drugs, alcohol is a drug if anyone is wondering.

I don’t know your age, if your young give yourself some time before making a choice of suicide, if your older past your 40’s well the choice is yours.