If only my sisters new the truth that my dad cheated on my mom and i was the one that found my dad cheating on my mom. They would finally understand why i hate daddy. THey just dont understand why i hate him so much. THey think they had the best child hood ever but it was only because i was there to protect them from everything that was going on. I wish i could tell them but they are the type of people that dont want to hear anything bad. So they ignore it and pretend like it doesnt exist. I hate that so much! Just open up your fricken eyes and let me tell you what happened. It happened over three months ago but they need to know that their daddy isnt perfect. Mommy is not the bad guy here.. I promise! It kills me to have them hate me because they dont know why i hate dad. This whole situation tears me up inside so much. Im just so used to the pain that I dont even know its there anymore. how sad is that. when will they be ready to learn. they have no idea.
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I hear your anger, and you have a right to be angry. At what point do you move on ? Do you remain angry for the rest of your life ? How much damage will the anger do to you as long as it stays in you ?
You are the only person that can control your anger/hatred, the only solution is for you to come to terms with the knowledge you have.
Forgivness is as much for us as it is for the offender.
so you are saying that i should forgive me dad? just clarifying.