not tonight. im going to plan this very well. so i wont fail, 13th time goin to be a charmXD i hope. i wanna try everyday..but i can defend myself with my sister…i can…if i dont want internet for 2 years…then yeah id stand up for myself but shes a black mailer…she will tell on me for sexting (more reasons but thats the main one) again. she is still abusive either way but having secrets makes her worse…she only knows cuz i was takin pics when she walked in on me. her abuse is killin me. i cant live anymore. she tells me all the time to go shoot myself why havent i listened to her…idk. but now im serious…ima keep trying daily to leave the earth….dont worries (if anyone will) ima stay on sp til i do succeed..i just want it to be soon…
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wow she sounds horrible, but I guess it comes down to a choice is letting her treat you the way she does any better then just accepting whatever consequences there might be from whatever she is using to blackmail you. haha and quit doing stuff that would get you in so much trouble 🙂
Hey my email is being s *****. But I wss trying to reply to your email. I said talk to me. You can still tell me everything over email. Just wanted you to know I didn’t email with the intention of saying don’t do it snd then not staying to keep tslking. So email bsck. <3
Your sister is a beeatch……….fuck her. And her fucking horse. You are beautiful.
Hm… have you got any dirt on your sister, fakingit? Maybe you could blackmail her right back. Also, like with what What said, don’t do anything that could get you in trouble and that your sister can use against you.
Before you go you could slip a few drops of Visine into her drink, ….. and have the satisfaction as she has diarhea for hours on end.
just saying
Have you ever heard of fuck It?If she says “Ima tell mom!”Say fuck It.”Ima send this pic to everybody!”say fuck It,Ima have your friends droolinq.(haha)And If you qet In trouble say fuck It,shit happens.Come on say It,It’s very catchy haha.
Lol, lifeis, you sound like my mom. :p
lmao!haha that’s funny!
my sister used to hit me and call me fat and just wasn’t nice at all.. not as bad as your sister seems but me and my little sis are now best friends. Shes young and immature. You have to sit down with your family. Intervention. Tell them she hurts you to the point you can’t take it. And that you put up with her and dont hurt her because you are better than that and you are mature enough to talk about it. Please try to fix it before ending it. Her abuse wont last forever. Its her fault and her need to fix it. You are the victom, reach out and talk to them. MAKE them listen.
Foreverasleep-You don’t think It’s cause she’s younq?I mean she’ll qrow out of It you know?
sometimes my parents watch my sister abuse me…they ok with ive tried talking it out then my parents say…”suk it up *****”
ive been abused by my sis for 3 years shes 9 i dont think she’ll stop til im gone
haha okay okay I think you over-exaqqerated on the ***** part.I’m quessinq you’ve never talked back to your parents?Have you ever rebeled?Or are you a “determined rebel?”haha I just wanted to say her name but yeah I think It’s time to put your foot down.
I think shes a little ***** and sounds spoiled and you are in a horrible position but killing yourself isnt the answer. I’ll help you find a way out, help you find a better way.
@lifeishorrible: haha. i can be a rebel. and i do talk back..everyday but im no way as bad as my sister…
@foreverasleep: thnx. i wanna sleeep forever. but i cannot…unless im dead…ill never have to slave over my sister..if im gone
What about colleqe?That would be a qreat escape!Not to mention partyinq everyday and qoinq to class with a buzz!haha
@lifeishorrible: GOTTA DO HIGHSCHOOL FIRST-_- sadly
haha yeah no ofcourse but arn’t you like fifthteen????Two/three more years to qo!qet a job In the mean time and then buy an Ice-cream and eat It In front of her sayinq “I can buy like forty cookies and cream and you can’t:p!”haha sorry that beinq a qoofball.
@lifeishorrible: LOL she will beat til i gave her some
haha damn you just can’t win with her!
@lifeishorrible: NOPERZ I cannot!
My emails aren’t reaching you. :S It says “Message Status: General Failure” ? :S I don’t know what the hell’s up with that!
it used to be fine……keep trying? or use a computer instead of ur phone?