I’m new here, I don’t really know what I’m doing here. I probably shouldn’t bother, I should just do it. All I know is I just feel so alone. I don’t have any friends. I’ve never had many friends because I’m ugly and boring and everyone that used to be my friend hates me now because they don’t understand how I feel or what I’m going through. Even the one friend I thought I’d have forever doesn’t like me anymore, she doesn’t open up to me or trust me. She thinks I’m weird. Im a girl, I’m 6ft1 and ugly and people just look at me like I’m a freak. They don’t want to get to know me. I don’t blame them, I’m not worth getting to know. I’m not worth anything really. I’m 24 and have no life. I watch people be happy and laughing and enjoying their lives and I feel like such an outsider, I wonder why I can’t be like them. I wonder why I have to be cursed with so many afflictions that I’m barely human. My family are just disappointed in me, they think I’m a failure and they can’t see past it. Fore me there is no light, there is no hope, no there is no way out. No caring ear, no loving shoulder to cry on. There is nothing to take the pain away. I am so alone.