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Just so ALONE

by lonelyldngirl

I’m new here, I don’t really know what I’m doing here. I probably shouldn’t bother, I should just do it. All I know is I just feel so alone. I don’t have any friends. I’ve never had many friends because I’m ugly and boring and everyone that used to be my friend hates me now because they don’t understand how I feel or what I’m going through. Even the one friend I thought I’d have forever doesn’t like me anymore, she doesn’t open up to me or trust me. She thinks I’m weird. Im a girl, I’m 6ft1 and ugly and people just look at me like I’m a freak. They don’t want to get to know me. I don’t blame them, I’m not worth getting to know. I’m not worth anything really. I’m 24 and have no life. I watch people be happy and laughing and enjoying their lives and I feel like such an outsider, I wonder why I can’t be like them. I wonder why I have to be cursed with so many afflictions that I’m barely human. My family are just disappointed in me, they think I’m a failure and they can’t see past it. Fore me there is no light, there is no hope, no there is no way out. No caring ear, no loving shoulder to cry on. There is nothing to take the pain away. I am so alone.

 

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strontium2012 8/15/2012 - 6:53 pm

I’ll be your friend

strontiumdog2012@yahoo.com

kcolis 8/15/2012 - 7:40 pm

another one here.. kcolis28@yahoo.com 🙂

katiebear12 8/15/2012 - 7:49 pm

there may be nothing to end your pain, but there are people who will talk to you about anything. if you want to talk to me here’s my email
kate_lh12@yahoo.com

zacurious 8/15/2012 - 11:00 pm

We are here. I know the feeling of see others happy and living life and you’re wondering where can I get what they are having? What am I missing that I can’t be like them? It’s not something that’s easy for people like us though. I can’t explain that loneliness feeling because I have it too…but you’re not alone on here.

restrictingheart 8/15/2012 - 11:08 pm

Feeling lonly is a feeling most of us know all to well that’s why we are here. Everyone can understand what we r going through. Sometimes we just need to hear that someone else out there is feeling the same way. Because when there is someone out there just like you suddenly the situation doesn’t seem so bad or hard at least for that one second. So know that we are all hear to listen and maybe if you feel ignored make them notice you, there has to be a way. Don’t worry so much about the happy people around you living their lives because chances are they aren’t as happy as they appear and they envy you for showing how you feel. :/

geassking 8/15/2012 - 11:38 pm

ozms13X@aol.com

don’t normally check it, but I will from here on out if you need to talk, ok?
And we all feel lonely. I think that’s part of why we are here now. I’ve pretty much lost everything I ever cared about, so trust me, I know how bad it can get.

Shivi 8/16/2012 - 5:37 am

We will Be Your Friend.. Its not a big deal to feel alone.. Almost Everyone feel that. 🙂 Me Too!
Take My Email Its..

Shivani20122@yahoo.com

lonelyldngirl 8/16/2012 - 10:00 am

Thank you everybody, this is amazing. You made today happen for me.

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