Lost without a sound

I have lost so much in my lifetime… sometimes it seems crazy how much one person can lose. i have lost the small relationships i had with my dad and my sister who i haven’t talked to in three years. i have lost a mother that can do everything i need her to do for me… she can only do so much now. i have lost my happiness and motivation. i have lost friends and so many other people i have cared about. i lost my trust and care about my physical well being. i have lost my will to eat… but most of all i find that sometimes i have even lost the will to live through the day.