sometimes i just feel like i dont wanna live anymore, due to my family’s financial problem.. its not like we’re super rich,, we’re just so so.. we’re not poor either.. but still eventho i know my parents still can afford my living, i still think tht my brother get more then me (in terms of money), he goes to expensive school but i cant. he travels a lot but i cant. and lot of stuffs.. just this kinda comparison is killing me.. i do love my parents, but i hate them due to this problem.. wtf,, i know like im not as smart as him, or talkative like him.. FML.. somebody help me.. i know tht some of u might think tht im not grateful or somethin.. but still.. i just cant accept this kinda comparison.. Â fmlfmlfml i cant think clearly right now, wish my parents can notice me and bring me to a psychology doctor or somethin..
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I know what you mean. Both my brother and sister are very successful, but I am far from that, struggling against depression. Worse than that, a lot of my friends are too. Even my ex-GF, who started becoming very successful and then left me (because of that, I believe). Since then, envy was added to the collection of bad feelings depression brings along.
There is something good about envy, since it forces you to try to be successful, but it’s also a guarantee of a miserable life, because it will always be someone better than you. Always.
The best you can do is mind your life, do what you can, do as many things you want to do, practice gratitude, do fun things and try your best to have a good life only with you have got. Our life is already too miserable for us to make it worse.
dude.. ure so right.. thnks for the inputs.. u opened my eyes.. yeahh ur so right.. i envy my friends so much, they can go and do everything they want.. seems like their parents always support them, unlike mine,, when i saw their photos on fb.. i was like so pissed .. envy them so much.. i hate myself due to tht.. feels like mylife is totally wrong,, i wish i can born in another family. wish i can have a family tht doesnt has any financial problem, or other problems,, just wanna be in a prefect family. but yeahh cant do tht.. so yeahh thnk u.. ill try my best to become a better person.. ill try to practice my gratitude, be a more positive person..
Homeless? … no
Raped? … no
Starving? … no
beaten? … no
Everyone has situations to deal with – be thankful for what you have and if you want something, you either have to earn it, make it happen, or ask for it … but sitting in your room having a tantrum does nothing but waste time and energy.
perspective dawg