missing you…
no matter what happens…
but letting go
cuz its really over
missing you…
every time
but i rather not think about it
missing you…
realizing its actually over
realizing its been over
its ganna be awhile
only thought of you as a good guy
never the bad.
when im acting like im a jerk
it means
i am getting over…
ill be on my highest guard…
ill be surprised if act as a different person…
ill be shocked if say hi…
it will take me awhile to get comfortable again
it will take me awhile to show again
it will take me awhile to say hi again
awhile to be honestly open again
i know i created the mistakes…
i know i don’t deserve the chances
i know
i get it.
Guilty and in denial for years
i just wish
surprise me
be an honest adult
but i guess it might never happen.
2 comments
Why dose evey one. Me to think we can do a good poem. And dont off yourself.
I know how you feel sleepxdeath, I’m going thru the same pain right now. You are worth so much more, just know that hun.