I’m sick of playing the game of life, for me it’s just full of false hope and let downs. Every time life starts to look good or seems hopefully different, it crashes and dissolves into something seemingly worse than before. I get these little bursts of maybe a week or two of just this false hope, and I fall for it every time. Argh! Only 145 days until my promise is void and I can finally take my life… It’s been a long wait. Who knows maybe within these potential last months of my life I’ll gain a new understanding and desire for life. I doubt it tough.
Blarg! 😛
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Unless my perspective of the world and the people in it change there is little hope that I will get right answers because I’m always finding the wrong answers.
I’m not saying I’m searching for answers. What I’m saying is every answer I come up with is wrong.
Creep,
That’s life, that’s what people say.
You’re riding high in April,
Shot down in May.
But I know I’m gonna change their tune,
When I’m right back on top in June.
That’s life, funny as it seems.
Some people get their kicks,
Steppin’ on dreams
But I just can’t let it get me down,
Cause this big old world keeps spinnin’ around.
I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I’ve been up and down and over and out
But I know one thing:
Each time I find myself flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.
That’s life, I can’t deny it,
I thought of quitting,
But my heart just won’t buy it.
Cause if I didn’t think it was worth a try,
I’d have to roll myself up in a big ball and die.
if you have ups and downs then there is a chance keep playing.
even the losers get lucky some time!