Imperfect…don’t care to talk more? Thought you were saving up money for a different method anyhow, giving yourself some more time… Don’t have another post to write about things on your mind?
Otherwise I’m hoping what sans is hoping…
Well. Currently I’m contemplating waiting for my Helium to come in or just getting a knife and buncha pills. Not sure. And as you see that awful space in the post, posts are laggy to type on my iPod. Only replies are fluid.
Well I’m not sure what you plan on doing with the knife, but it sounds messy and you will most likely wind up in the hospital. Same with pills. I wound up here because I thought I would be able to peacefully end my life with the pills I had. No such luck. My plans have since changed. It sounds like yours have also, from this morning to tonight. Is it from being on here all day?
If you want a laugh (admittedly a cheap laugh, but a laugh nonetheless), look up ‘can’t spell acdc’ on Google and click one of the YouTube links with audio of a dude that gets through to a radio competition and is asked to spell ‘AC/DC’.
Well…I’m not sure..I think I might just be emotionally spent right now. When one little thing goes bad, things collapse. Guess being 17 sucks. Maybe I’m just jumping the gun a little too early…been on here 13 hours now…and I’ve done pills before twice, first time stomach flushed, second time, i threw up almost all of them, and the remaining ones just made my stomach burn and all. Tried cutting and stuff. Idk. Idk what I’m even doing anymore.
I’m sorry, I don’t mean to act like i know what I’m talking about when I don’t. I’m sorry that you do. I read your original post and you’ve had a really rough life. I don’t blame you for feeling the way you do right now. But honestly, you probably need some rest. Give yourself a break from here. Come back tomorrow. It will all still be here. I’ve been here pretty much all day too, lurking off and on. It’s been a sucky day all the way around.
Ok, I have to admit that I laughed harder than I have in a long time listening to that. Until the unmistakable first note of “You Shook Me” came blasting out at the end. UGH.
I would have spelled it right and told them they could have kept the record.
I hope you have a peaceful night and feel ready to face another day in the morning Imperfect. I’ve enjoyed ‘getting to know you’, just a bit anyway. Your presence is appreciated here. Like Sans I can’t help thinking ‘is it something we said?’
One thing that I can heartily concur with. Being seventeen DOES suck. It’s official. I know this is an unforgivable platitude, but here goes, brace yourself. It DOES get better. Even if it gets worse again afterward, lol! Your friend, Zoe x
Its a pitty that pills can be a hit and a miss, maybe some people just do it wrong like they try taking too much of one type.
If it all got too much and I took my chance to leave this horrible world, Id be taking mild amounts of pills to avoid throwing them back up, but they would be a range of different types of pills/drugs which all affect the same things in the body.
Different types of pills/drugs may metabolize differently, thus getting more absorbed into the body. Also not doing any of those pills before means no tolerance which also can help a lot.
Either way, for me pills would be my only option. I did once have the chance to jump off a really tall building, but I chickened out and missed my oppertunity.
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No, wait!
I hope that by ‘catch the bus home’ you mean getting emancipated and going to California. I’d hate to think you’re going to catch THE bus.
going to california that is a good led zeppelin song 🙂
and hey why you leaving already didn’t you only just get here?
Imperfect…don’t care to talk more? Thought you were saving up money for a different method anyhow, giving yourself some more time… Don’t have another post to write about things on your mind?
Otherwise I’m hoping what sans is hoping…
I thought you were going to be staying awake with us? What’s going on?
Catch the bus and come to my house, we’ll hang out 🙂
Well. Currently I’m contemplating waiting for my Helium to come in or just getting a knife and buncha pills. Not sure. And as you see that awful space in the post, posts are laggy to type on my iPod. Only replies are fluid.
There are a lot better Zeppelin songs out there. He doesn’t want to go to California with an aching in his heart anyway.
yea but its to soon to be climbing that stairway to heaven though
Feels like we’re on the highway to hell though
Well I’m not sure what you plan on doing with the knife, but it sounds messy and you will most likely wind up in the hospital. Same with pills. I wound up here because I thought I would be able to peacefully end my life with the pills I had. No such luck. My plans have since changed. It sounds like yours have also, from this morning to tonight. Is it from being on here all day?
Please…PLEASE no AC/DC. That’s not singing, IMHO.
If you want a laugh (admittedly a cheap laugh, but a laugh nonetheless), look up ‘can’t spell acdc’ on Google and click one of the YouTube links with audio of a dude that gets through to a radio competition and is asked to spell ‘AC/DC’.
Well…I’m not sure..I think I might just be emotionally spent right now. When one little thing goes bad, things collapse. Guess being 17 sucks. Maybe I’m just jumping the gun a little too early…been on here 13 hours now…and I’ve done pills before twice, first time stomach flushed, second time, i threw up almost all of them, and the remaining ones just made my stomach burn and all. Tried cutting and stuff. Idk. Idk what I’m even doing anymore.
I’m sorry, I don’t mean to act like i know what I’m talking about when I don’t. I’m sorry that you do. I read your original post and you’ve had a really rough life. I don’t blame you for feeling the way you do right now. But honestly, you probably need some rest. Give yourself a break from here. Come back tomorrow. It will all still be here. I’ve been here pretty much all day too, lurking off and on. It’s been a sucky day all the way around.
We’ll see you tomorrow.
well, i guess ill do that, guess ill probably be okay tomorrow. thank you and goodnight.
Ok, I have to admit that I laughed harder than I have in a long time listening to that. Until the unmistakable first note of “You Shook Me” came blasting out at the end. UGH.
I would have spelled it right and told them they could have kept the record.
Sorry, the post above was supposed to be a direct reply to sanseperer.
I hope you have a peaceful night and feel ready to face another day in the morning Imperfect. I’ve enjoyed ‘getting to know you’, just a bit anyway. Your presence is appreciated here. Like Sans I can’t help thinking ‘is it something we said?’
One thing that I can heartily concur with. Being seventeen DOES suck. It’s official. I know this is an unforgivable platitude, but here goes, brace yourself. It DOES get better. Even if it gets worse again afterward, lol! Your friend, Zoe x
@sickeveryday00: I think everyone needs to listen to that guy trying to spell ‘AC/DC’. I know it cheers me a up a little whenever I listen to it.
At least you have BFH.
Its a pitty that pills can be a hit and a miss, maybe some people just do it wrong like they try taking too much of one type.
If it all got too much and I took my chance to leave this horrible world, Id be taking mild amounts of pills to avoid throwing them back up, but they would be a range of different types of pills/drugs which all affect the same things in the body.
Different types of pills/drugs may metabolize differently, thus getting more absorbed into the body. Also not doing any of those pills before means no tolerance which also can help a lot.
Either way, for me pills would be my only option. I did once have the chance to jump off a really tall building, but I chickened out and missed my oppertunity.