i have been so depressed the past few days and all i feel is extreme sadness. i hate not feeling anything else. all i ever feel is sad and empty. i hate that everyday i have to fight myself just to stay alive… and its so hard to do especially when everyone at home refuses to listen to me. i can say anything and they won’t even recognize i’m talking… so most of the time i avoid them or i don’t even say a word because apparently what i have to say is not important. one day i’ll just break and be gone and they’ll wish they would’ve listened to me more.
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Why are some of us meant to live such unwanted lives? Can’t God see we too have dreams and wishes that need to be fulfilled. I am also in a state like yours Katie. Hoping for a miracle to happen.
We all are waiting for something that will change our lives. Its just part of our human nature.
Hey Katie- well first things first i’m impressed you’re managing so well. I know its difficult to fight for a very long time only for yourself. But remember we’re not just fighting for ourselves we’re fighting for a better future. I can tell already that you’re very strong to have suffered so much to be fighting but think in the future when you’ve got what you wanted and are surrounded by those that love you, you’ll be very happy that you did fight after all. It may seem like a fantasy but it is a dream that you can make come true.
Stay strong.