September 30th, 2012by holdingOn
some may say that this is a selfish thought- I honestly donâ€™t know- or maybe I just donâ€™t care…
I donâ€™t think that i should have to hide these cuts, or even the scars. I shouldnâ€™t have to lie about my depression, or be pressured to â€˜fake itâ€™ through everyday. I shouldnâ€™t have to hide the fact that I finally found something to make the pain go away.
self-mutilation isnâ€™t a problem as long as I control it right? Iâ€™ve got a problem & the blade is my solution
I am a selfish *****- I make life miserable for everyone around me, and I just canâ€™t stop fucking shit up….