I have been seriously considering suicide for several years. I am a hard-core cutter. I have several ways that I am considering killing myself. I have attempted suicide before, and ended up in a psych hospital, which absolutely sucked. I think that the easiest method by far would be to take a cyanide pill or to inhale cyanide somehow, but I don’t know where you’d get it.
If nobody does yet, I’ll probably revert back to one of my other methods. I ‘m sick of everything at this point, and I don’t give a shit about anything any more, and I just want it all to stop. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, but I can’t because I can’t cry. I have pent up my emotions for so long that I can’t let them out. I cut. A whole lot.
I just want it to be over. and it’s so easy.
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please hold on to life..suicide is the easy way out. life is hard but good things come eventuslly
I cant cry either not for a long time.My pain is so bad theres a bridge close to my home.Im afraid of heights but id gladly jump off of it
I hear you. There’s one close to our house and if I can’t think of anything else, that’d my go-to method.
if you are serious about it, then you will find a source.
sorry that i can’t tell more i would like to but i can’t.
yours beatenup
so far though ive been sticking with pills.I dont believe anyone truly wants to die.Its just life is seriously fucked up.Id love to just find a place were its just me and i dont have to hurt anybody or hurt myself.But wherever that place is its not here.
Ive tried the shrinks the hospitals ive never tried thinking maybe i just cant belong in this world
I dont want you to kill yourself but i have no right to say not to considering my history.I just think and i wish there didnt have to be one more death in this world