They think I’m perfect, good grades, popular, pretty, thats what I hear about t
me. But is it true? I don’t think so…. I’m not good enough I never am. My grades aren’t good enough, yes in have straight A’s but I need more. I’m not pretty, I’m to fat, yes I am a size one but It’s not good enough. I lie each day, act like I’m okay. Because I need to be okay and if I say it enough times, I start to believe my own words, but secretly I know its all a lie. I hear the voices, I see people who aren’t there, I think of killing, I think of suicide, and nobody knows. I should die, nobody would care….
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I feel the same exact way as you. People say I’m pretty, skinny, and alot of other things implying they think nothing could possibly be wrong with me. I wish I could give you advice on how not to feel or think like this but I’m trying to figure it out myself. Good luck though
If you died, people would be shocked, because right now they don’t know any different. Is there any one person you feel like you can talk to about how much you are not good enough for you? Because I know I am never good enough for myself. My A’s in school weren’t good enough, or my acne-pitted face. I think every day is a challenge for people like me and you because we only see in ourselves in such a negative light. I am trying to write one positive thing down every day to try and retrain myself to think positively.
I would care if you died… I don’t know you, but you still have a life that is valuable, and you are worth something to the people you love, and who love you back. Just some things to think about. I hope this helps.
“I see people who aren’t there, I think of killing, I think of suicide, and nobody knows.
~~were in the same boat, and then~~
!I should die, nobody would care….
~~I’d like to post a question i’ve been pondering. At one time that^ same thought bothered me, But now it doesn’t. Regardless of who you are when u die that is it.. You cant take anybody with you..so whether they dance on your grave or endlessly mourn you is there a difference?
as of the last year or so i dont want anyone to care,so i could just slip under the cover unnoticed. Or perhaps one could just make their corpse disappear and anyone how cares can have hope
Thanks the same for you. Its just I hate when they judge you to fast thinking everythings perfect, they dont know the real truth. I’m a cutter, i admit that, i have a eating disorder i admit that to. I live with people that dont care only care for their title, i was almost raped, and they say im perfect.Im far from it
Thanks ill try to keep that in mind. I just never can trust anyone, they never care, i dont believe in love, i just can’t. but thanks for the advice