hi. ive been chatting one guy for over a year. we are from different countries. he has invited me to come, so i did this, as i had an opportunity… we fell in love, but then i had to leave him for my country. while i was at his place, we were discussing our future etc. he promised to come to my place. i was crying so much while leaving him, but i hoped for the best because im mostly an optimistic girl. but when i was home, he just went crazy. he told me he didnt wanna live and contact me . then he said he was sorry cause he didnt know what happened to him. it has happened for the like 4 times. now its a month since he blocked my fb. i just feel miserable. he has snubbed me. im not gonna forgive him, but i kinda miss the time we had together and the stuff we did. and the memories of the beautiful sunset, his eyes etc just make me cry. these thoughts just dont leave me. i dont know what to do. i feel like shit because he offended me so much. i cant understand why he asked me to come if he knew it would be too hard to him to wait for me. i also have a good friend in his city, but when i came, i just lost my head because of that asshole and i couldnt meet my friend either. my friend was offended by me, now we are in touch though. i miss him so much, and now i blame myself too for not meeting him. im such a bad person. i dont wanna live too. i dont have many friends in my home town.
PS. sorry for my possible mistakes, english isnt my native language.
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Got to be careful about that, plenty of scammers and wierdos.
Stay safe.
Stay positive; there must be ONE person near you locally who is nice enough to date, you just have to go out there and test the population, or throw the proverbial “hook” into the sea and hope you get a good bite!
Also realize you don’t need anyone to make you happy! I found that out when I started living life the way I wanted too.