I don’t know why but these days I’ve been feeling tired, mentally. I feel bored easily, I don’t feel passionate about what I do every day and I just feel like dying just to discover whether God exist or not. It’s like I lost my motivation to live and I don’t know what I held on since I started living, having said that nothing major happened to my life but as each month pass by, it gets worse. Don’t really care about things happening around me, habits that I used to have got really dull and I started to question the point of living. Some people live for God/Gods, others live for personal reasons but for me, I just live so that I won’t give burden to anyone. Is life getting boring or am I getting dull?
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Sounds exactly how I feel. Nothing really gives me any real joy, maybe for a brief moment, but it quickly fades. I just want nothingness, rather than boredom and joylessness.
Sounds like you are suffering from depression. Maybe you should talk to your Doctor.?