I don’t get it. I’m not beautiful, pretty or smart but I do know I’m ugly, fat, useless, unwanted, weird, dumb everything bad. I don’t know why God put me on earth I know that everyone has a reason to be on earth and most people are trying to figure out their reason. I’m nothing why was I put on earth.
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Good question. You should be aware that you are not the only person that has expressed themselves like you. You are therefore not alone in feeling inadequate for many reasons. Despite that, there is only one of you and so you are priceless. Friendship is free, by the way. Imagine a place where people are just nice to each other. The world needs more people that insist on that. We need you. Please stay.
What’s ironic is you’re smart enough to articulate what you believe about yourself to be true. Beauty truly is in the eye of the beholder…& someone may behold you’re be beautiful inside..the inner you or they may actually feel you’re pretty. What is it all about you…can other people not make that distinction for themselves. At the end of the day what does it matter. Is being beautiful a prerequisite for living or is making a choice to simply be happy for no other reason than, that is your birthright. You sound smarter than you think. Maybe you’d have to hold yourself to higher standard if you admitted that. I’m cool with that. Cheers!
In this lovely book I once read, a young boy said that he thought of the world as a giant machine, and as machines are never given any extra parts, the world isn’t given any extra parts, either. I believe that I’m needed. Sometime I’ll post the quote from the book, but I don’t have it with me right now..