6-8 weeks after the hospital contacts you, which is 2 weeks after your doctor submits a referral, a week after your appointment that you scheduled a month before that, you’ll be able to see a psychiatrist.

im waiting for the call to find out if it’s 6 or 8 weeks til my appointment, but i don’t see how i can make it that long.

every morning is a struggle, every day is torture, every night i think about how badly i don’t want to do it again.

haha, fuck, i sound so useless, i can hear myself thinking it and there’s a part of me laughing at how stupid it sounds, but it honestly feels like i have weights attached to my limbs.

get me a doctor

get me a doctor

get me a doctor

get me a doctor

just because it’s in my head instead of my body doesn’t mean my illness is not life-threatening.