know that feeling when you take a deep breath and realize you hadn’t been breathing for a little while?
my chest gets tight and my entire body tenses, and i don’t realize it until i relax, but not tonight.
tonight i’ve got an incredible song on, looking out on my beautiful city, just spent some time with my best friend, and still can’t breathe deep enough to feel okay.
i’m just so deep down cold kind of sad and scared and it’s so impossible to shake tonight.
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Darko yes I do know that feeling, like when you blow in a baby’s face and they can’t breathe. I think shit, how long did I stop breathing for? Sorry you cannot shake those feelings. Try and get some sleep. Maybe that will help.
it’s like i’m trying to hold onto something that isn’t there or something
maybe i’m just alone too much
you’re probably right that i need to get some sleep
i hope you’re doing okay jael
a better week this week perhaps?
Darko. Would it be at all possible to talk to you? Email perhaps?
dontyouweep@hotmail.com
It just started. I will definitely let you know if anything gets better. I live to be alone, but it is feeling a lot different getting to know you guys on here. Different, I meant good.
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