So, i’m seeing a counsellor at the moment, she is great. I can only see her every two weeks which is good because then we have a lot to talk about.
But i don’t feel any better, i want to cut more than anything tonight. I have so much stress in my life and i feel like i will be consumed by it soon if i don’t hurt myself soon.
I found out one of my only chances to get out of this damaging household fell through recently, so i got my iPod and just kept walking, and walking and walking. I don’t remember much but then i was suddenly an hour away from my house and my ankle was swollen. I feel like i was so angry i blacked out and just kept walking, which is the scariest thing to have ever happened to me.
I feel like my life is getting worse. Will I be around much longer?
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how did you get home? bus or taxi?
I had to call my mum, which was the worst thing in the world.