5 cuts. I’ve finally got to the point were I’m start cutting myself. On the shoulder so no one will noticed. My mother yelled at me saying that I show no respect to no one. Which is something I don’t mean to do. I try to be as kind and curtious as I can. Its just another reason for the world to hate me and for me to die. My dad says I’m fat. People say I’m stupid. My dad says its my fault for having to go to this place I’m going to. Its a place that kids go to because their BRAINS ARNT WIRED like everyone else. Because of my Dislexia ADD and there the reason why I’m going there. But that doesn’t mean I dont want these mental handicaps. I love and imbrace them and I would hate living without them. But sence I’m so terrible at Algebra I have to go there. My mom said we might as well be throwing money down a rat hole if you keep acting the way you are. So next time I go there I’m going to put on the fake smiley face so others are not disrespected by my stupidity and depression. Because they dont deserve to be treated like that because of my pain.
I’m afraid that if my parents find my scars I’ll go to one of those rehibilataion centers at hospitals. My dad told me that if I keep acting like this I’m going to be sent there for months with no contact of your family. That scares me. But I cant just change at the clap of a hand.
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i’m sorry. you were created with a purpose for a purpose and on purpose. don’t listen to your parents i know it’s hard but you are amazing just the way you are. but you can talk to me 🙂 you can. even if you get put into that place i will be by your side if you ever need anything. obviously we don’t know each other but i’m here for you
-Stay Strong
Thankyou. I will message you