There’s nothing worse. If you have ever felt lonelyness you never want anyone to be lonely again. What can a stanger from god knows were really do, other than truly listen to you. An I don’t mean just read an reply. I mean really feel your words. Atleast then I could understand how you feel, even if its only alittle. You might not feel so alone anymore, if you really had your words heard.
I care…so much…I just keep hiding it though…and now it’s got to the point where I am not talking to my friends at the moment…last night…I lost a friend who needed me…I wasn’t there :'( I feel like a horrible person…And then my other friend I care about so much said she didn’t want to talk right now…she just wanted to be alone…but no she went to someone else…she lied to me!…I mean she doesn’t know I know…yet…but I mean WTH! That is not even cool! And she is leaving soon…I want to spend as much time with her as I can before she goes…but the thing is…she doesn’t care how much I care about her…I am so angry I am shaking…because I am about to loss so many friends in the matter of seconds! It’s not fare…I know…I sound a little selfish…it’s because it is….but I mean…I am not ready for all this change….not so quickly…
its not selfish at all. if your friends dont talk to you well its their loss. you would be a great person! you will make new friends no mtter what. and its not your fault you didnt get to say goodbye you cant control it. things hapen and you will find a way around this.
One of things about being friends with someone is knowing how they feel with out having to say it. You don’t always have to say goodbye to someone, for them to know there missed. An me personlly believe its not about hoping your loved ones rest in peace, but helping them live on. The people I loved made me who I am, an I try to carry that with pride. I’m proud of them.
Change is always scary, sometimes you just wanna hold the world in place. But its that chance that makes us grow. Try not to beat ya self up so much. You really feel something for someone else, that in its self should be tresured. Noone can ever take thos memories away. There yours. There shared moments that were just for yous.
Scared for life…it is selfish I mean not yet…but I love my friends…they’re always there…I just don’t know how to face them all…I don’t want new friends…because these people have saved my life…and they love me…and I love them back…it’s why it’s so hard to let them go…they don’t want to go…they have to…
Thanks Jkota…I’m just to mad to opens my eyes right now…I have to calm down…
Being mad is good. Its not somthing your should try an hide. Scream, shout its part of what being alive is, its how your deal with problems in life. Not nessasrly by screamin at em lol, but by listening to how you feel, an why you feel that way.
I hope just being able to vent at some peoples help tho. An look were all here man. Your not alone.
Talkin about being mad, anyone ever broke anything in a rage that they really shouldn’t have? Lol an I don’t mean a kitten or a baby xD
Yesterday I broke my resident evil 6. 🙁 nooooooooo.
Tell me about it. All it was doing was sitting on the side trying to make killing zombies alittle bit closer od a reality, an I broke her 🙁
Ok well scream at most things then :p as long as ya can understand why your angry, it will all come together.
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im here if u need me, ill listen to it all. relax and take a deep breathe. u will never be alone no matter how lonely u feel
im hear to listen. just say it all, anything in your head.
There’s nothing worse. If you have ever felt lonelyness you never want anyone to be lonely again. What can a stanger from god knows were really do, other than truly listen to you. An I don’t mean just read an reply. I mean really feel your words. Atleast then I could understand how you feel, even if its only alittle. You might not feel so alone anymore, if you really had your words heard.
*if you felt like you really had your words heard.
I care…so much…I just keep hiding it though…and now it’s got to the point where I am not talking to my friends at the moment…last night…I lost a friend who needed me…I wasn’t there :'( I feel like a horrible person…And then my other friend I care about so much said she didn’t want to talk right now…she just wanted to be alone…but no she went to someone else…she lied to me!…I mean she doesn’t know I know…yet…but I mean WTH! That is not even cool! And she is leaving soon…I want to spend as much time with her as I can before she goes…but the thing is…she doesn’t care how much I care about her…I am so angry I am shaking…because I am about to loss so many friends in the matter of seconds! It’s not fare…I know…I sound a little selfish…it’s because it is….but I mean…I am not ready for all this change….not so quickly…
And…They’re dead…I didn’t even get to say goodbye…I wasn’t there…
its not selfish at all. if your friends dont talk to you well its their loss. you would be a great person! you will make new friends no mtter what. and its not your fault you didnt get to say goodbye you cant control it. things hapen and you will find a way around this.
One of things about being friends with someone is knowing how they feel with out having to say it. You don’t always have to say goodbye to someone, for them to know there missed. An me personlly believe its not about hoping your loved ones rest in peace, but helping them live on. The people I loved made me who I am, an I try to carry that with pride. I’m proud of them.
Change is always scary, sometimes you just wanna hold the world in place. But its that chance that makes us grow. Try not to beat ya self up so much. You really feel something for someone else, that in its self should be tresured. Noone can ever take thos memories away. There yours. There shared moments that were just for yous.
Scared for life…it is selfish I mean not yet…but I love my friends…they’re always there…I just don’t know how to face them all…I don’t want new friends…because these people have saved my life…and they love me…and I love them back…it’s why it’s so hard to let them go…they don’t want to go…they have to…
Thanks Jkota…I’m just to mad to opens my eyes right now…I have to calm down…
Being mad is good. Its not somthing your should try an hide. Scream, shout its part of what being alive is, its how your deal with problems in life. Not nessasrly by screamin at em lol, but by listening to how you feel, an why you feel that way.
I hope just being able to vent at some peoples help tho. An look were all here man. Your not alone.
Talkin about being mad, anyone ever broke anything in a rage that they really shouldn’t have? Lol an I don’t mean a kitten or a baby xD
Yesterday I broke my resident evil 6. 🙁 nooooooooo.
…Thanks…that means a lot…But what thing you should know is that I am a female…XD…
Poor resident evil 6 🙁
Tell me about it. All it was doing was sitting on the side trying to make killing zombies alittle bit closer od a reality, an I broke her 🙁
Ok well scream at most things then :p as long as ya can understand why your angry, it will all come together.
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Any time.
I’m always willing to listen.
Thanks Quiet, I’ll keep that in mind. And Jkota I did scream and it made me feel better so yeah thanks.