i live? i die? (POSITIVE IDEA? PLEASE READ!)

lately all i can think of our positive scenerios..which is a good thing duh! but then why? im a negative person thoughXD my life is hella negative..some positives of course but it really sucks. so here is my idea? i live? i die? one positive and one negative. which one is which? who knows. some say death is positive some say its negative. thats not the point. then what is? thats up to YOU. if we all live? look at what we learned? A LOT! if we all die? what did we learn? we learned we had ENOUGH and we took a stand and put matters in our own hands..does that make suicide bad? nope. does that making living a good thing? yes and no. we are all going to make MISTAKES its part of human nature (which im sure everyone knows) now i thought of a task! search for something! anything. find something to control your life. NO NOT SOMEONE THE SOMEONE IS YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! we are done! its all YOU! YOU take life the way you want! no more dealing with shit! its time to be happy! so if you havent already find that one THING! To grab on to. let it drive you. a passion. cant think of one? here’s mine: singing, acting, drawing, being there for anyone who needs me! i wanna be done being depressed. i want a posititve drive. so fuck my shitty family im ME i just have to live with them. remember i live? i die? we get to do both so why not make living fun while it lasts..screw others who fuck it over! we are all our own..so fuck off bitches..TIME TO LIVE LIFE!!!!!!

WHO AGREES TO ANYTHING I SAID???????????????????????

oh and anyone PLEASE PLEASE! if u really need someone to talk to EMAIL ME: hannahschelling.15@gmail.com