I ruined everthing i had with my best friend since kindergarten. Just a week ago, we giggled, laughed out loud, joked, had lunch together, gave advice, told secrets, and talked about boys. I ruined it all through a stupid social site, I am stupid. I told her that i felt like a “back up friend” It’s a little true. but she is complicated. I thought we were going strong but turns out we were hanging by a piece of thread. If its that easy to lose someone, i chose not to get close to another person. I hate myself for it. The saddest thing is that she was my only friend. I have nobody. We have same classes and we sit by each other. She didnt even look at me. I did say sorry but she told me, “i dont think i could be your friend anymore…again” Again? yes this has happened before but on different terms. All stupid reasons by a stupid person which is me. It’s all myfault. It hurts me. It still is. I hate myself. She hates me. I lost her. I lost my best friend completely. She called me a *****. I care and probbably wont stop caring what she says and thinks of me. I am a *****.
There is so much more to the story of me and her, but i cant type it i can only explain in person but no one wants to hear it.
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I would love to hear it and help, but I probably live at least 50 miles away from you….
I would like to hear it too ( curious …) Anyway, if u could pay phone bills, call +84985000521, then please introduced yourself, since I don’t use my phone much. 1 piece of advice: The one that will hurt u the most is the one that you love the most. This applies to all of us humans.