pre existance the final nap…done!

suicide is a term of life set into the tone of vigor and gore death mutilated self and downward in life quality. this is the tone brought by the lifestyles of the cergamal a geu like caracter that aspired in begings as a loving self in an all loveing world then one day it downed itself from lover in life to cergamal a geu like caracter bent in a destruction path of all life not the same old lover from begging days. in my suicdal ways pre existance seems now more reasonable then suicide its the out of existance back to  the pre form of itself called non exsisted reality the unbirthing reversal of self in life back to before it all began, like the saying goes ” if i had never been born at all” if i could just go away forever.” it seems harmless safe effective 100% and exists trough a loving caring way of alternative to suicide, like juice drinks instead of bottled alcoholic wine. a juice fruite substitute. so in that form suicde is a rated R or rated x and pre existance self ungainment is the rated love rated safe for all audiences. a real cure for the common blues. the love faded once the cegamal race began its befallen ment of a pure perfect life of love and lovers destiny. i saw two ways one a very pure path greatness happiness and great clean healthy life of all, and the alter nonexsist preexist or suicide for that of the remaining lovers lifestyle mine i cant dwell on my feelings of yearning of a better life just accept the reality of going back to my home of before i walked in lifes doors and found pain at the welcome mat. back to a place ” WELCOME” that would never force love to live pain missery and lack of love a better place now. so adue till my release date inmate of life crew i hope for my release date soon back home to a very simple place…. bye love bye….

p.s. cergamals they said you won the victory goes to you… in the game of life in thier eyes was love, and pain and they gave it all to pain to you was the victory. be you be too…

love’s last note for the evening be one pure perfect love be kind please rewind.