My daughter. She needs me to survive. I’m her only life force. It’s not fair for her not to get a chance in the world, she’s so perfect. But is it any better to be born and then lose her mother? I love my precious girl. I love her movements in my womb. I love her jabs and punches and kicks… I want to do right by her. She deserves it.
But I can’t. He tells me every day I wont be able to hack it. He tells me every day how I’m already a terrible mother. He tells me everyday how she’ll hate me.
I’ve got 6 more weeks to make a decision.
To leave without her.
Or take her with me.